Let it rock, forever and always (=

2012-02-24T20:25:00.001+08:00

These words kept running through my mind. " The problem does not lie with the things we do, the problem lies with the person. "

2012-02-21T15:44:00.001+08:00

got a fish bone stuck up my throat. and up to now, it hasn't been removed yet... ahhhhhh ):

2012-02-21T10:31:00.001+08:00

This is what naughty Derek would do when he's locked in the toilet...

2012-02-21T09:55:00.001+08:00

If you are not hurt, how would you know that it hurts... Just admit it and stop saying that you are not.

2012-02-16T22:07:00.002+08:00

Derek's out with me. Scratches all over);

2012-02-13T09:07:00.001+08:00

明明知道没有结局却还是死心塌地

2012-02-13T08:17:00.001+08:00

Don't feel like studying ): ): ):

2012-02-11T16:27:00.001+08:00

I can remember almost every sweet memory that happen in my life.
I know it may not seem to be important to you, but it is to me.
I don't ever want to lose them.

2012-02-11T15:52:00.001+08:00

The thing I like about you last time is slowly disappearing... ):

2012-02-11T15:39:00.001+08:00

可不可以不要那么凶，我怕怕 ):

2012-02-09T15:26:00.001+08:00

No luhhhh I don't really want to paint my nails again. I just think its nice :)

2012-02-09T08:46:00.001+08:00

Tan jade yin, you hinting me to buy you that nail polish uh?

2012-02-08T19:34:00.001+08:00

This colour super nice :)))

2012-02-08T00:25:00.001+08:00

一直告诉自己它不直得你掉眼泪，但心理明明知道它是直得的。

2012-02-07T23:27:00.001+08:00

我觉得＂giving in＂很伟大。不是每次我能做到。

2012-02-07T19:05:00.001+08:00

It seems that everytime I'm bothered or upset, I'm eating this on bus. And at the end the bus ride, the packet of gummies would be all eaten up. Then I tell myself not to be bothered anymore.

2012-02-07T17:46:00.001+08:00

You refuse to talk to me, so what can I do? Then you will ask me how is that fucking giving in... Being there for you is my way of giving in, if not I would have just walk away. Don't take it for granted.

2012-02-07T13:52:00.002+08:00

Mosquitoes biting me!!!! ):
I somehow think this is near a rubbish chute cause it really stinks badly but according to the notice board, this is a studying corner...

2012-02-05T20:32:00.003+08:00

Decided to revamp my blog, because I want you to have a new impression of me.
After telling you so much today and crying in your arms, I feel so much better.
Hope things will be right for us. Even if it goes wrong, we will make it right together.
I love you, friend (:

2012-02-05T09:55:00.001+08:00

I dont expect you to know what I'm thinking because in fact i don't want you to know

2012-02-04T15:43:00.001+08:00

Thinking of so much thing.. I know what I clearly want. But in your eyes I'm selfish.

2012-02-02T22:23:00.000+08:00

Am I slowly disappearing in your world?

2012-02-02T14:15:00.003+08:00

Are you having this thought? Muhahaha. Im talking to you in specific (:

2012-02-02T00:16:00.001+08:00

Everybody can make you smile but only certain people can make you happy. There's a difference you know

2012-02-01T23:35:00.001+08:00

I don't wanna fail programming. please please please at least an A! :(

2012-02-01T21:32:00.001+08:00

The love letters will be gone in no time!!!

2012-02-01T21:07:00.000+08:00

THIS IS MY CAT, DEREK!

2012-02-01T14:10:00.001+08:00

Forever jealous...
The jealousy will only end when I dont give a hoot to everything.
That's when i'll stop having friends and relationships...

2012-01-30T15:47:00.001+08:00

You still don't understand...

2012-01-30T09:29:00.002+08:00

Caught "One For The Money" in the cinema yesterday at cinileisure. Then ate at some restaurant LY recommended. The food wasnt that bad, and they even offer us to buy liquor. Just that my tooth ache so I couldn't really bite. Then went home.

2012-01-29T09:34:00.001+08:00

I woke up asking my family members if anyone cut my hair in the middle of the night. My hair feel so weird.

2012-01-28T22:38:00.001+08:00

输了你，赢了全世界又如何？

2012-01-28T18:20:00.001+08:00

If you were me, you wouldn't like this feeling too. Should I give up once and for all. Anyway there's nothing much to hold on.

2012-01-28T11:29:00.001+08:00

If you want something, go all out and get it. Maybe you're meant to be with it. If you give up, you are not giving yourself the chance to fulfil the fate.

2012-01-26T20:40:00.002+08:00

Now the tv showing about how people kill turtles and eat them. I dont like how people eat or kill turtles because they are my best friend. Even though their shells may be precious, this does not mean that you can kill them just to make some money off the sale of their shells! Bad guys!

School was ok la. Except that my stomach hurt quite a lot. Thanks for waiting for me to end lessons.

2012-01-24T09:12:00.001+08:00

Im eating all the new year things!!!! hehehehehe. eating non stop!

2012-01-22T18:11:00.001+08:00

Once, twice, I got enough. I just want to sleep.

2012-01-22T17:24:00.001+08:00

Once, twice, I got enough. I just want to sleep.

2012-01-22T17:12:00.001+08:00

I cannot trust anyone anymore... My trust to you can be told to someone else as and when you want. You know how I feel? I know I can't control you. I know I am busy sometimes but do you always need to find someone else just because I'm busy at the moment? Not that I'm restricting you, I'm just telling you how I feel. I don't know what I'm doing but these are just my feelings.

2012-01-17T18:33:00.001+08:00

Put off my project, put off my meeting with cca teacher to hear you say some disappointing nonsense.

2012-01-16T11:12:00.001+08:00

忍住不哭我要忍住不哭
望向天空不让眼泪流出
抬头看进云深处等待那日出
把故事结束把从前一笔消除

2012-01-15T22:31:00.002+08:00

Having muscle pain... ):
Even my body is being mean to me.
I dont know how much longer can I hold out.
I know I got to be even stronger on the outside. People are looking at me.
I cannot reveal my feelings and emotions anymore to people im not close to.
If not, they will hurt me time after time.
Can someone bring me away from this world for awhile to hide.
I dont want to face all these.
Please please please...................

2012-01-15T20:10:00.001+08:00

I cannot take it anymore. At this rate I'm going, I'm going to have depression. I don't know what to do. I guess I'm going to skip dinner tonight. And stay in bed all night with my eyes and brain unable to shut. My life's in a mess.

2012-01-13T09:26:00.002+08:00

I'm in my CQ lesson.
After preparing so hard for the presentation, the teacher told me that my group's presentation will be push to next week. I dont know if this is good because I pushed myself to the limits yesterday. And I am not paying attention to the other group presentation which is happening now. You may say Im rude but I cant, I cant.
I will be having competitions later. I dont know the outcome of it yet, but one thing for sure is that I will do my best. Thank you for supporting me, be it mentally or physically, you are still there and I do appreciate.

After reading m's blog, it makes me feel like blogging again.

2012-01-13T07:41:00.001+08:00

为什么我昨晚睡不着？):

2012-01-13T00:09:00.001+08:00

Thought that I was unable to finish doing my seemingly impossible assignments and projects. But I did it. Thanks for your encouragement(: stronger each day.

2012-01-10T12:35:00.001+08:00

I feel weird. Blah blah blah. Attending blaw lecture. But super boring): how):

2011-11-29T23:40:00.001+08:00

You... I can't find a word to describe you.
That is because I don't know you any longer. Not at all.
Maybe I don't understand your problems, but the way you degrade yourself, makes me look down on you.
Makes me feel as if I regretted knowing you and being there for you.
I know why you don't talk to me anymore, it's because you are embarrassed to do so.
Look at yourself, what have you become?

You can even dare to tell the whole world what you've done without shame.

Sometimes I feel sad for you, sometimes I dream about you.
But you know what? You are just the worst nightmare because what you've done really broke me...

2011-11-19T22:11:00.000+08:00

that is why.
that is why.
that is why...

2011-11-16T00:07:00.001+08:00

pouring my heart.
will my heart rain too?

2011-11-04T23:22:00.002+08:00

I am not as bad as you think, perhaps I am just so insensitive.
You may see me as selfish or unkind, you should know I dont mean it.
Everybody make mistakes everyday in their life, but it is up to the people around them whether to be frustrated at their wrong doings...
I hope you know where I am coming from.

2011-10-30T20:20:00.001+08:00

I stand with arms high and heart abandoned
In awe, of the one who gave it all
I stand...
my soul Lord to you surrender
All I am is yours

2011-10-27T15:15:00.001+08:00

my heart is beating real hard.
are you feeling it?

2011-10-27T12:41:00.001+08:00

牵着你在天空飞翔
这样看世界不一样

2011-10-27T12:41:00.000+08:00

Stop talking about the perfect world...
You are in the real world.

2011-10-22T00:40:00.000+08:00

I'm falling...
let me hit the ground hard.

2011-10-11T15:37:00.000+08:00

Is it because of lonliness that we search for someone to fill in our empty hearts?

2011-10-04T23:10:00.001+08:00

I like it when you promise me something and do it.
I just love the feeling.

2011-10-03T20:52:00.001+08:00

We expect, we hope,
but in the end it comes down to nothing...

2011-10-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

I wished you were only testing me.
If you are, please stop it...

2011-09-28T23:20:00.001+08:00

I thought that you are the only person I don't force.

2011-09-21T00:28:00.000+08:00

A person with a D style

-is motivated by winning, competition and success.
-prioritizes accepting challenge, taking action and achieving immediate results.
-is described as direct, demanding, forceful, strong willed, driven, and determined, fast-paced, and self-confident.
-may be limited by lack of concern for others, impatience and lack of concern for others.
-may fear being seen as vulnerable or being taken advantage of.
-values competency, action, concrete results, personal freedom, challenges.

2011-09-17T21:48:00.001+08:00

I know I'm not all of your ideal kind of friend...

2011-09-17T21:34:00.001+08:00

I dont wanna judge anymore.
Judging others is not right because we don't know what others go through, hence, we can never ever understand their life.

2011-09-13T23:13:00.002+08:00

I want you forever, forever & always, through the good & the bad & the ugly. We'll grow old together, forever & always...

2011-09-12T01:06:00.000+08:00

I like the peacefulness of the night.
The only moment you can really be yourself.
When I took a deep breathe in the balcony, it's the moment I felt that all the air is mine.
I am like the only one breathing.
It's 27 degree celsius tonight.
The atmosphere is hazy.
I can't see any stars.
All I see is a faint yellow moon giving out some kind of glow.
A glow that I can't explain it's brightness, its nearness from me.

2011-09-10T23:44:00.001+08:00

I serve when I want to (:
And and... i burnt my fingers...
I put toothpaste on it le.
hehe (:

2011-09-08T17:38:00.001+08:00

they say you're a intoleratable existence.
behind your backs, they treat you as a joke.

2011-09-06T23:26:00.000+08:00

why cant it be simple as that?
why do we complicate things?

2011-09-05T22:23:00.002+08:00

The place of no return

I feel as if I'm living through the past once more, but at a very quick pace

I am in a dark tunnel with me travelling on a travelator.

Voices are calling me to walk backwards

But I can't, I can't

It's just moving too too fast

For every step I take backwards, I feel as if I'm losing myself

I have got no choice but to follow with the flow

It boils down to neverending darkness...

I shout " bring me to light, will you??? "

No one seems to hear me

Author: Sarah See Xie Yi

2011-09-05T17:50:00.001+08:00

Now then I realise how humans can be so cunning.
I'm always living in my world where human and human are always friends.

2011-08-30T22:10:00.001+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

BIG DEAL?

2011-08-30T21:09:00.002+08:00

VTzZQlWyPjAYlJChJyJy

These are the initials of people whom i'll never forget.

They are also the people whom I really like to be with from the moment I know what is called friends.

2011-08-29T22:45:00.002+08:00

I wish I could turn my life back 3 years ago.
I would treasure the bunch of people around me.
But I think if you appear in front of me, the same thing will happen over and over again.
I think its because im too soft hearted.
The first give in, leads to endless pain.

2011-08-29T22:44:00.001+08:00

All you say is about how i waste your time and so on...
What about the times where i wait endlessly for you?

2011-08-26T22:39:00.000+08:00

I cannot expose my feelings to you, for I will be look down upon.

2011-08-24T09:41:00.001+08:00

开心或难过也是算过一天。

我当然选择用笑容来面对一切。

2011-08-24T09:16:00.000+08:00

will you stand by me through this?

2011-08-20T18:24:00.001+08:00

I remember someone who will forever be in my heart.

2011-08-19T15:41:00.001+08:00

we are all broken people, that includes me and you.

2011-08-16T10:45:00.000+08:00

I don't want to hear your opinions or comments.

I don't need it.

2011-08-14T17:19:00.002+08:00

Her smile leaves an unforgettable image in my mind.
Soooo beautiful...

2011-08-10T21:08:00.003+08:00

I manage to get a ticket to attend the national parade yesterday.
Enjoyed the parade very much.
Never felt so proud to be a Singaporean in my whole life before.
Hehe, Singapore will always be my home (:

2011-08-10T14:33:00.001+08:00

I'm super duper bored now.
Didnt go school today... Don't feel like going.
And now i dont know what to do ):
Can someone play with me or what?

2011-08-07T21:19:00.001+08:00

Jesus, I give my life to you, so that I'll be made brand new.

Father, I surrender to you.

Help me draw close to you, draw close to you.

2011-08-02T21:46:00.001+08:00

Durian makes everybody happy (:

2011-07-24T22:15:00.001+08:00

过各自的生活。

2011-07-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

Have you forgotten all about me?

If yes, good for you then C:

2011-07-21T21:36:00.002+08:00

I just realized I became like this because I don't want to form relationships with people I know I can't hold on to.

2011-07-11T22:47:00.001+08:00

Will you be like that too?

I dont think i can count on anyone anymore...

2011-07-03T22:49:00.000+08:00

ah poor me, im having flu.
nose keep leaking.
yucks right? ):

2011-06-23T23:38:00.000+08:00

你要清楚哦，我是为谁而变。

2011-06-23T20:50:00.002+08:00

yep, 我的心缺了一个洞。

then what you want me to do...

what what what?

2011-06-23T20:46:00.002+08:00

damn tired, i feel like collapsing.

if you don't mind and want to, please please cheer me up.

I need lots of motivation.

I cant hang on anymore. ANYMORE.

2011-06-18T11:10:00.001+08:00

But seeing how happy everyone is now, maybe it isn't a wrong decision.

2011-06-18T11:09:00.000+08:00

I gave it all away.

2011-06-08T21:06:00.001+08:00

要再唱歌吗？

2011-06-01T09:32:00.002+08:00

im tired.
very.
I really don't know what to say.
You can put all the blame on me, I've got no more energy to fight back.
But what i want to say is " my sorry is sincere, if i feel that i'm wrong "
You say there's no change to me, it's because i dont know what to change, i dont know how to change.

2011-05-31T21:44:00.000+08:00

ya im not a choice, you are force to have me.
say whatever you want.

2011-05-31T21:05:00.001+08:00

you all useless people, dont even know when your words hurt.
all you think of is just to say things off your mind.
I dont want to use the word hate, but i really hate it.